A beautiful
illusion appeared with eyes like the deep sea, a nose carved to
perfection, lips of a velvety texture - so close to sight that I
could feel each inhalation and exhalation of breath. Just as
suddenly, this vision disappeared. It seemed like the very air had
dissolved very little particle of this being into itself, it
suddenly occurred to me that I did not even know how or why this
vision had appeared or, indeed where from, I waited patiently at
first and then restlessly for a reappearance. But it was not meant
to be. How often we experience mysterious illusions, not always for
just spilt seconds but sometimes for days, months and even years. We
choose to believe in these illusions desperately hoping, praying and
visualizing the depth and truthfulness of the unseen or
unexpected.
Illusions, dark and mysterious can and only
will be illusions. We can never find the truth that is non-existent
nor the depth which is only superficial. Do not allow yourself to be
entwined in this cobweb of disillusion for it will wind itself
around you like a spider forever spinning its never-ending web.